dear God,

im bored here so im blogging this for you although i dun usually write my spiritual thoughts here.

yah, on sunday was a crappyday for my bud. so yah i pray that my bud with receive strength as he goes through this stage. u know what i have done and i do hope that through that you shall bless him with even more strength and will power. i mean, i feel grateful for him and jen for fasting for my salvation. i mean i never knew anyone who would do such a thing for me. though it was just only them, i still feel very grateful to them. so this is my way of saying thanks to my bud. and i really hope that U would bless jen too. she has a servant's heart so i hope that U shall bless her with all your love.

bless pam too. im sure she is just going through this stage in her live whereby she cannot feel the love coming from You but we all know that this is a test of our faith(as what my sister told me). bless her sis too. she is a nice person. so i hope that all will be well in their family.

bless my family and my sister and my brother. bless my fyp group members and all those people out there who do not follow thy will. i mean they still do not know. anyways, i'll still continue to pray for them. i pray for my cell group members especially all those who are studying for their exams. they need U!!!!

i pray that bc will be able to come for cell group meetings one day with us and even to service. i pray that the devil will not plant anymore sad thoughts in my mind if i cannot go for cell group or cic. i mean.. the devil is terrible at such things but i know.... at the end of the day, U shall catch hold of me. no matter what stupid things he has put into my little mind.

still i hope that my bud shall receive the strength. i shall continue to pray for him. if U can give me the will to forget him, please give him the will to forget her. i know i might sound wrong here, but aiya... i pray that the holy spirit shall come into me again so that my deepest thoughts shall be told to U. i pray.......

i pray.....

amen.