I had a revelation! did u?

i so gotta blog this down. finally another reason to blog in my all private blog. alx was wondering why i had 3 blogs and i had to tell him why. anyway.

why i wanna blog??

i was reading some blogs and i canot fathom wads the big point about going steady?
its like binding a piece of you to a huge tree and nv gona let u go. once u are freed, u are covered in all the insect and ant bites and scratches. so ouch la. God mercifully gave me a pair of hands legs blah blah etc so why do i need to depend on others to carry my bag? im so thankful to Him.

please la.. all couples shd all take a look at themselves. (i might sound a bit depressed or wadever but i totally im proud that God has walked this whole road with me rather den some dumbass who is willing to hold my hands) i mean when i was younger i would really get all upset if some friend of mine had a bf, bt now, all i want is God!!!!!

i would have God walking with me forever or rather i would run after God forever than sit on my ass and think of what time will my wil my boyfriend send me an sms. God is more loving, merciful, graceful than any bfs in this world. so make me a loner. far seperated from the others so that by the time Jesus comes down and arrives on earth, i will not be stuck to someone/thing and be afraid if that person or thing will follow me up to heaven. what i learnt today is that i shld not take things too seriously. nv develop some kind of a deep relationship amoung things for once we are gone, they will not follow us to heaven unless that 'thing' is saved. only develop a deep and strong relationship between Jesus and God and his servants. i too desire to be his servant. another thing which i had learnt is the diff between the Holy Spirit and Jesus. i mean i was like huh? all the while. i always thought that they were all the same. i know jo did explained to me, bt today it hit on me very clearly.

you see,Jesus is the Son of God. God sent down a human form of Himself so that all sins can be forgiven and people will look up to Him. He gave up His beloved son for all of us. His Love is truly and only the greatest gift that one can ever receive. the Holy Spirit decended on Jesus so that he can be like God. if the Holy Spirit did not come upon Jesus, He would be like any of us. but the Holy Spirit rained down on Him and thus making him, Him. i'm grateful that the Holy Spirit came down on me on 15 oct. but i pray that the Holy Spirit will not leave me but if the Holy Spirit does, then, let thy will, not mine, be done. I'll accept it. so back to my point. the holy trinity consists of 3 things: God, Son of God(Jesus) and Holy Spirit. all of them have the perfect love and are as one.

i have faith that at this moment, God knows that im blogging abt such things(hey He is Lord!!) so i hope that God shall continue to rain down his blessings on my friends and family. i have learnt tht i shd not be asking much for myself. [but ask and you shall receive??] oh well... maybe one day i shall understand more of this.

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thank you Lord. My Savior!!!

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