teach me what is love.
tell me how to love.
make me understand what i'm missing out.
today made me realise how paper thin our relationship was.
it hung by a thread.
ready to snap.
when the wind blows,
it shakes violently.
all it takes is a sentence to end it.
but i kept quiet.
he became frustrated with the deafening silence.
i wasn't able to tell him where the problem was.
i couldn't because he is him.
i went numb instead not because of the cold night.
everything felt so fragile when he shoved me my bag and said "goodbye and goodnight"
despite that, he stayed.
but i felt like an asshole.
i still do.
i'm scared.
i've never been in a relationship before.
am i taking you for a ride?
do i really NOT CARE?
