everyday when i log onto msn, i see announcements by other people of when are they going back home to singapore.
i see return dates home and i see countdowns.
everyone is happy.
it feels like a tug-of-war.
i am glad i am going back but i am NOT GLAD that you'll be not there with me throughout the holidays. so what if i return? i'll be gone for good after next year.
i am selfish if i were to tell my parents i want to stay for the holidays instead. i have to go home.
it is tragic when it feels like magic.
so go hug your beloved because not everyone has the opportunity to have their loved one beside them.
those who know about my relationship says it is hard to maintain a long distance relationship. it would take more than just trust.
i tell him that but he always keeps a positive mind. i asked him why and he replied he has to.
you are the sweetest thing that God decided to give. you were not the one i seeked but i saw you being genuine. i saw how your face lit up whenever i came. you did not have the stuffs that i look in a guy. but isn't it ironic?
i'll miss you. i never was nice to you. i'd always address you as "oi". i speak singlish and you'd never understand. we'd always agrue on how to pronounce words because of our different accents. you would make me get pissed with you for some reasons but it is your boyishness that makes me forget.
there are so many things about you that makes me pissed but there's that something about you that throws me off.
i wished we never had one more month. i wished you would come to singapore. i could show you what singapore has to offer.
but wishes are just wishes.
sigh...
dear God,
WHY?
why do jigglypuffs have to be cartoons?
