ytd was my very first lesson for BS with pastor Audrey. she was so nice and pretty in person. too bad whenever she appears on screen, the whole screen thing does not do any justice for her. i thought she was much older but only to have a pleasant shock. anyway, i badly wanted to tell someone about my opinion about cic. have to, i feel. i feel that some parts were more like propaganda. i mean, if im a new comer, i would love to know more about this whole christian life and everything, not telling what are the values of the church blah blah. i felt that it should bt given to people at a more higher level. cuz my very first bs class kept on feeding me with information on christianity which i totally was comfortable in. Ytd BS was totally what i want. maybe this is quite immature of me, but i feel that something needs to be said. maybe im wrong. so please Lord, correct me if im wrong.

anyway. i'm sorry bud i passed you my sickness. sigh.

again, i was reading something which caught my attention. again, either someone could slap me to wake me up from my deep slumber and bring me to reality.either i choose to follow the ULTIMATE AUTHORITY or i choose to follow my selfish heart and persuade them to just separate.

sigh. i really duno.

ok... i'll be stronger in the Lord.

=)