it is the start of the terrible study week. yippie! feel so energised to go forth and conquer the last mountain.

anyway. i pray pray pray for some miracle. i need a miracle. fast! i cannot hold it much longer. so Lord help me.

situation at home is still the same. 'banned' is the term. ouch. anyway. i asked God if we were forgiven. i mean, we are the freaking offsprings/ generation!
Ans: Do not look back at the former things (somewhere in Isaiah, i think-my goodness!)
ok, another word from God: me and my child-like faith(?? is that good? i try to think it is good) and that i always see God as good.
ok i cant remember the rest, (kinda blocked out by the singing) anyway it sounded like trust in God to take me higher, He shall bring me to greater heights, He shall do much more in me. (i think) anyway! amen to that!
halleujah!

so, day one of study
pretty good progress.
not bad. im pleased but i hope this continues.
Please God help me!


let us all run hand in hand in this final lap of the race with Your voice guiding us all.
amen.

k...
(just in case i make this public and i forgt this)
someone told me this once:
once you have mastered the technique, NOBODY can take it away from you (exp God). it is yours. you earned it. so even if u had the best sound system, the sound will still suck with your horrible techniques. so what if u had so many different types of pedals with millions, trillions or gazillion watts?
so if u ever read this, i hope you get what i mean. keep practising bud. don't give up! practising techniques may be boring but it is the foundation that will make you to be what you want to be. =)

kk.. shall end here.
nity.