oh God save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really duno what should i do???

i hate the word extremist.

sounds so wrong.

i rather be known as someone who does things in the name of the Lord.

not some extremist.

im really really confused.

due to this i rather take many steps back and just sit back and watch.

bad, i know.

but i cannot say it out.

please help my bud too.

i really duno whats his freaking prob.

but i know, he knows you will be there for him, for us, for your servants.

please please DO NOT FORSAKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need guidance.

Thank You.