i realised one thing.

no amount of chocolates can satisfy you.

totally.

no amount of alcohol can take your pain away.

fully.

no amount of taidi can chase your troubles away.

as if.

these things in life give us temporary pleasures. what if they were taken away?

troubles flood in. pain enters. dissatisfation returns.

God's words are forever.

stand by Him and His grace shall forever surround us.

keep His words and one day,

His words shall carry us.

amen.

Your hands shall mould, shape and crave out a warrior in me. For i'm piece of shapeless clay waiting for my Potter's hands to beautify me. once this piece of worthless clay is ready, He shall send me out from His kingdom into the great unknown to fight for His glory.

i'm a broken vessel waiting at Your dock for Thy hands to repair me. for once i'm repaired, this vessel shall be sent out again to places unheard of to bring glory back to His kingdom.

amen.