sometimes when i wanna start typing in blog-o-land, blogger starts giving crap problems and i cannot access it at home. and there goes my inspiration for the day.

so since im at the school library, might as well type some crap over here.

its been a pretty long weekend for me.

badly wanted to scream my blasted lungs out at one period of time. tired to blog shyt about it but blogspot wont let me tell it to the world.

anyway. times are stressful man. and yah.. i do feel fucked up about it. hiaz.. i told my sister about it(s) and ya..

fuck la. but still, i love u babe.

i've tried communicating with the world and yesh, im not the only one who feels fucked up about the world and its surroundings.

blogging reliefs stress but i reckon that sooner or later i will start pulling my hair out just like a fellow friend who did it days before.

stressed?

ya.

scary?

damn.

on another note.

was talking on the phone at 3am in the morning on sat night (you know who u are and might be reading this shyt).
bloody bastard knocked on my window around that time. scared the shyt out of me man. i was facing the wall and to the left was the damn window. can u imagine how fucked up i was when i heard that knock outside?

i couldnt bare to turn my pathetic head and see cuz my petrified brain was showing me images of green faces looking at me.

yeah.. what the hell...

it could be the wind.

oh well.. enough of my whining..

exams are here to stay and caffeine is here to save the day!