lost in school

yesh, i did lose my way in school.

HOW GRAND.

and even people whom i didnt know of knew about it.

wow.

word travels.

grrrr.

but i suppose all of you wont find it suprising.

last night i made the rest watch a late night tv movie with me.

the verdict?

it should be banished onto the planet pluto and never to be seen again.
terrible.
i was tricked.
-_-'''

and today, as a compension, i made breakfast for the gang.

as usual, it wasnt F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C.

bleah. sorry. at least i tried? ><"

today i was chatting with one of my classmates (she was from the middle east) and she asked if i was feeling 'settled' down because on the first day i met her, both of us were alone and today i was with a bunch of people.

so i told her that the 'bunch of people' were my neighbours and they were my seniors from poly.
she said i was so lucky and she hoped that she had frens from her own country coming down to study with her.

at that moment, i began counting my blessings throughout these few days.
what can i say?
I'm really blessed to have friends like them who can entertain and lame with me. when im bored, i can just pop by into their home and play games or watch tv.

but erm, i think they still cant get used to my horrendous laughter that erupts without warning anytime, anywhere.
i think they think im some kuku that laughs without warning cuz they would just look at me and start wondering what the hack did they just do?

im still thankful =)

yup, few moments ago i was talking with terrence and he said he was going over to pam's hse to prepare for sunday's sentosa outing.

suddenly i wished i was at home.

the craving intensified when i was chatting with my da jie:

I am the Head Turner.... says:
how come din tell us tt u were leaving
I am the Head Turner.... says:
at least we sent u off
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.
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I am the Head Turner.... says:
JIA YOU
I am the Head Turner.... says:
Dr Goh................

i miss you guys.
right now, all i can do is to be happy with home-made wontans and fried rice with generous amounts of blachan and taiwanese sausages.

almost everyday i would walk down to the beach and look out into the open sea.
too bad it isnt facing in the direction of sg.
the waters are cystal clear and i would imagine all my friends playing with me in the cold waters.
but reality would just swollow me up just like the huge waves as it ebbs up and down the sand pulling anything in their way back into the sea with force and speed.
for the moment, i thought i would be pulled back too while standing there in the dark with stars shining down on me.

p.s i didnt have a nice time with my neighbours when they found out i sneaked out without asking them along to walk down the beach in the evening cuz it was dark. i know, they cared. but... maybe i didnt like the fact to be kept in that apartment for hours staring at the white walls with the tv as ur companion.

well... that was a few days ago...
i'm really fine. unfortunately at times i wished i was back home. other than that, i'm living like an aussie over here. S-L-A-C-K-e-r is my middle name (for the time being before the sch term takes a peak in studies and tests)

i adore the weather over here. =)

and this sun, we are hving a movie marathon in my house.
we rented LOTR part 1 and 2 and even bought popcorn. so by the time we have finished both shows, part 3 will be shown on tv. muahahaha...so timing wil be very important on that day... all thanks to my idea.
=p

God bless...