Covered in cobwebs

Russia was a blast! seriously, the russians speak hokkien!!
the churches there are EXTRAORDINARY.
i was breathless at the magnificant sights.
peaceful.
simply peaceful.
churches there were in abundance.
we were visiting so many churches that they all look the same to me.
but the design and the interior was simply AMAZING.

shall blog more on my trip another time.
now is just the summary.

24 july 06
devil vs ggyl.
1 nil.
how nice.
thanks a lot.
u made my day.
but seriously,
why would i think of such things?
simple answer:
i am afraid.
yup, i am scared of going to sydney.
all by myself. can i handle it?
let alone, can i remain as His faithful servant?
i'm battling with myself.
i've thought of backsliding.
seriously, because i felt there wasnt any use as can i ever find a suitable church?
it has been a great almost one year.
truly, i mean it.
but every now and then i think of leaving as being a free thinker again.
discipline is the key. all it takes is discipline.
i am afraid. afraid of the unknown.
but if my friends can survive, i dont see why i cant?
i'm sorry jo i disappointed you. it was hard trying to tell u on the phone.

zq xiao mei,
i'm sorry i didnt tell u all i was leaving.
u only found until u asked.
call me silly, but i had my reasons.
because when i leave, i'll miss you all.
i still rememeber that day when cscc people came and sent me off to melb.
u guys made my day and i'll forever remember that.
da bian even gave me a ping pong ball.
=)

finally, my SRI LANKAN CASPER.
haha, so nice of u giving me another testimonial.
it brought a smile across my gloomy face.
=)
hope to see you soon!
i'll miss that eh hm..teeth of yours.
=D