as thick as Elephant's hide

i realised that as im edging closer to my flight date to sydney, i am becoming more thick skinned. oh my goodness me. but i have no choice. i gota speak up because i have no one there to help me.

argh...

not that im 'hao lian-ning' here, but it is just scaring me. will i change?

one thing that i know for sure, my fren did.