Sunshine through my window

last night i was reading my emails and i saw one from Dr cui.
i was pretty nervous about what he was gona say about my results (i emailed him because i was afraid of retaking GLMP), instead his reply was: Don't worry, you're one of my favourite students. so should i be happy or more worried?

this whole studying overseas is taking a toll on me. people are receiving conditional offers while i so far only received a letter telling me to send in my results asap so that they can process them. =s how discouraging. so the next alternative is to either sign a bond with the police force or to work and wait for the next local uni intake. i really don't know. all i know is that i'm taking things one step at a time. wait till f.o is over then i might thinking about it again.

speaking about f.o. i'm not gona sit back and wait anymore. on mon, i'm gona show my face in sch and settle whatever probs u have and i don't care how many days i have to go back to sch just to deal with enrolment stuffs. enrolment is next wk and it is an important part for f.o. we have been trying to contact u, but there seem to be no reply. all the while u have been telling me 'no problems' but why did i hear u are facing 'a lot of probs'? sigh, im not trying to stress you, but i feel i have a responsibility.

sigh, this means we might not be able to go cycling on mon. wed i have a gp meeting, thurs is wakeboarding class and fri is bs. why do i have a feeling i have something on on tues, but i cant remember. or is it my imagination? oh my borders, will i still have the time for you? oh yesh, im suppose to learn the guitar! oh crappy crap crap. where can i find time? my poor guitar is still lying there waiting and waiting. f.o camp for a wk! im looking forward to it! gota build up my immunity first! drinks lots of water and eat loads of fruits. i'm gona nag at any helper who comes in sick during enrolment week. i'm not gona let history repeat itself. no way.

ok, i shall end here.

take care everyone.