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67% THINKS IM HAPPY!
42% THINKS IM SILLY!
omg...
no good.
and only one said im an introvert.
yup its true. taken the test and proven.
33% introvert was the result.
haha.
i'll work on it.
yeah!
thats funny, why none said i was shy???!!!
i am!
oh man,
i wanna release my blog but too much private stuffs in here!
haha
what would life be like if i were:
Ms Grace * (is it?) Yue Lin
eeeew
lol.
im cool with it.
sounds pretty cool.
but mum's pretty upset over it.
hello?
that was centuries ago la!
who cares?
i dun give a sH*t.
Ms Grace Goh Yue Lin stays.
yesh!
but recently while i was listening to 'far away' again (on repeat mode),
i went back into isolation.
it felt sucky.
the whole time i totally blamed one person and one person only
seriously, i THANK you for everything, even when i do not know you.
(yah, i support the female side and believe u drove her to do it)
i imagined myself stabbing, wounding you with thousands of tiny nails.
only to stop myself and say, Hes dead. dun think about the past.
how would you know he caused this all?
why not the other person?
yup, it was sinful. (God, FORGIVE ME FOR HARBOURING SUCH THOUGHTS)
but, what was done was in the past.
i cant turn back time.
i dun blame you at all, mum
family is still a family.
like it or not.
i love my Goh family.
life wouldnt be the same with the * family.
(i do wonder, am i the only one in a thousand facing such probs? like how many people will face such crap? i wonder. Ha! what if it was common? interesting. haha. but i think they dun care if we existed. ha! i duno *shrugs* what if they are this or that? or some famous punks? ;p cool eh? haha but i know, mum's NOT impressed.)
haha. i seriously do not mind.
but at times mum, you can really drive me up the wall.
anyway. i badly wana tell the world about my little life.
it has been bugging me.
i mean, i dun wanna hide myself already.
i had enough.
no more crying late at nights, listen to songs to give me comfort and always running to God.
i mean, yah we all should, but i mean i wanna be stronger.
such a weakling.
tsk tsk.
but...
to start a new blog would be like powdering my old life and presenting some pretty 2 faced grace
eeew.
never!
either i be frank or never tell it out.
if i chose the latter, it would be really hermit-fied of me
if i chose the former, it would take real courage and strength for me to tell.
cuz all these are raw emotions.
