ok... day 2 of the new year.

and i just committed my 'first' sin.

not really a sin. but i....

i feel like i ought to gt shot in the head like a billion times thou she said it is not my fault.

and guess who is laughing.

oh man.. this sucks.

why did God put them into my life and make me their medium????????

argh...

just shot me!!!!!

i feel terrible.

x sounded like near to tears.

z is happy.

how sucky this is.

she wanted to know the truth. he said dun cushion the truth.

why did she have to ask me at this time????!!!!

im sorry, u know i am.