closed my pathetic blog with a click of the mouse. dun think i wanna go and find another template and make a new blog in the meantime. kkinda pathetic

i hate my life but i have to remind myself that God loves me.sheesh.
i hate it so much that i imagine blade upon skin. gliding on bare skin leaving trails of fresh blood behind as the scars open.
tot of stabbing myself but only to think back of how dumb it is.
cant help it.
i really hate it.