another wake up call for me.

x'mas is nearer and near for me.

soon it shall knock on my door.

same thing as every year.

i see no difference.

i wonder when will it cease.

battling with myself if i should go to church or stay at home and watch some lame x'mas progs or shd i ...

but i was reminded to see past all these sh*t and realise why we celebrate x'mas.

for He died for us.

yah i heard that. yesh i know that.

but tell me what to look forth to when its gona be the same?

i'm tired. so is my brother.

we are sick.

we are tired.

we both hate you.

the bitter aftertaste still lingers.